Has come to realise how much I've changed in these past few years. I am no longer the quiet self conscious little girl who thought if I voiced my own opinion I would get penalized for it. I no longer waste my time in relationships or friendships where it has always been very much no effort on their part. I dont crave the acceptance of others, I no longer get manipulated, guilt tripped or forced in to things I do not want to do or think is wrong. I do not depend on other people to keep me going, I am no longer the weak minded person who was told and always believed I was the one in the wrong when clearly I wasn't. I no longer apologise when I know I was not in the wrong and I do not constantly put everyones feelings before my own anymore. I no longer fight a battle against my body and try to hide away. Today I am strong, happy, independent and will not be walked over, taken advantage of or looked down upon from now on. I am no longer the girl who gets emotionally abused by people who think they can manipulate me to get what they want. I no longer have doubts about myself, my views or my rights.

Its took me a long time to get here and I'm not letting any fucker send me back.